……….And How I Found My Twin
Hello Readers. I has been a good 2 years since I have updated my Blog. In that time, I got accustomed to being single, Got myself back on the dating scene. Got Engaged. Met A twin. Got Burnt by people, Found out how much people mean to me. Found Out How Amazing and Wonderful My Family Truly is! Figured out people have done more for me than I could ever expect them to do. Become a frequent traveler to the north. Hit rock bottom in regards to how bad I could make myself feel and the best I could ever feel. Became the fattest I’ve ever Been and the smallest i’ve ever been. I’ve Enjoyed tons of Hockey, Lost friends. Reunited with Friends. Found the Love of my Life. It’s been a crazy ride on a crazy train. And I have come away from it Such a better person. Let me catch you up. Well on some of it anyway. There are some things best left in the past that don’t deserve to be rehashed. Trust me, we are all better for this. My Fiance is getting his own Blog entry because he is an amazing story. One that I can’t wait to tell.
Let’s just say that my fanatical love for Hockey, Especially the Washington Capitals who are my heart have brought me much goodness and adventure in my life. My hockey love has brought me two key people in my life. My fiance, Jersey. And My Twin, Kim. But we will Call her My Twin (Pronounced Maaaah Twiiiinnn) I met Kim in March of 2010 when things weren’t looking so great for me. I had recently let myself back on the dating scene after I took 6 month hiatus after I left my ex of 10.5 years. I thought that I was ready to see what was out there. But, In honesty, I was not. I met her at a time when I was starting to notice key qualities about myself that I couldn’t change. I was learning to accept them. I always thought that nobody truly understood me. Well, with the exception of my friend Mike. But, he’s an extraordinary soul. But Kim just popped up out of the blue.
We started talking when I was crying on my couch one night, when my friend Athena was over here. I had just gotten blown off by a guy. And I hadn’t been in that position in a very long time. She messaged me on twitter because of something I said earlier And the more she talked. The more I was like, “This Girl totally gets me.” and ever since our first conversation, we became fast friends. She’s an amazing addition to my life. She gets me to the point that I never have to explain myself. She’s become like a sister to me. Our friendship is strange in that we are always 6 hours apart. But, somehow, we always make it work.
We’ve had some fun times. Our times together always center around key things. Hockey, Shopping, Food, Spirits, Music, tons of laughs and Crazy music. If I say “Bitch You Breakfast.” I know she’d be giggling right now. If she were reading this that is. She’s just a fun, crazy unique soul that I’m am so happy to know. I had a twin who died at birth. But, I have just as big a connection to her as I would’ve had to my actual twin who passed away.
Kim is the person who pulled me through my tough times. The in between time when people thought I was fine after things fell apart. The time when people weren’t around. We were going through highly similar experiences with our exes. And, I think that we helped each other heal. She made the nights less lonely for me. When I still had trouble with the silence. If I had an emo day she would always be a phone call away to cheer me up, and if she wasn’t in the mood, we’d endure it together. We started our “Hockey Dates” in the fall so we could watch our Boys together. She’s the person I was crying on the phone to, the rainy night that I met Jersey.
I just want to say thank you to my newest sister. My twin. You have gotten me through some dark times, and been there when I’ve found happiness. You rock girl! You know I always have your back. Love you.
